Put him on BLAST!!!!

Okay guess what happened to me today Okay so there was this dude and he asked me out.

Telling me he broke up with his girlfriend.

COme to find out he wasn't broken up with her he just did that to see what my anwser would be.

Now even though I said NO it's the fact of what if I said YES then I would would of been hurt and crushed.

So I said out loud in class

"STOP ASKING ME OUT DUDE I ALREADY SAID NO TWICCE."

It all went downhill from there for him he got mad and started threatening me like to kill me qand shit.

So then one of my friends was like" why'd you do that for that was mean."

Then I told him why and he said the dude in our class is an asshole.

Not the firt tyme I was nearly and I qoute "ALMOST." crushed by a dude who didn't give a fuck about my feelings.

DUCES

Racist White guy and catching up on old times...

Okay so heres what happened to me...

ME and this white guy who I'm real cool with who makes racist comments to black people alot.
Called me a "Stupid black bitch"

but peep this I called him "Fucking retarded because we were having a conversation before hand about

Legality

as in he said if something was legal that makes it right but if it's illegal that makes it wrong.

HE also said "if rape was legal that makes it right but since it's illegal it's wrong.

So I said "back in the slavery days since slavery was legal did that make it right ?"

he didn't save anything so the whole conversation started up becuase he said he wanted to be a bounty hunter when he grows up and some how it lead to the legalization of WEED MARY etc.

THen we got into a big argument....

now whateva

In other news I was talking to this dude i knew since i was 14 and trying to catch up with him

He was telling me to stay into and the only nigga i need is "BOOKS" and blah blah blah

he was telling me how he just got out of jail and how rough things were for him.

So we just  talked and I was just trying to comfort him and he said "I had alot to learn but, peep this he's 23" with three kids and three baby mamas.

TRYING TO HIT ME UP LOLZ!!!!

Okay so I was at work and this 22 year old guy comes in trying to spit some game on my right and I wasn't falling for it becuase i just got out of a difficult relationship in which I got my AZZ PLAYED BIG TYME!!! LOLZ!! as in what I said in my previous post LOLZ!!!!

He said he wanted my numba but, I didn't give it to him I gave him my age and he still didn't care. He said he'll give me his numba And I told him I work on da weekends if he wants to see me.

I thought the whole damn thing was funny.

TO bad ya girl ain't no ho and don't just give it up to anybody I gotta think that you LOVE me before you try and get with diz LOLZ!!!!

heres my post!!!!

My Music

 YEah I haven't been on Xanga for a long time basically because of myspace

and blogger...etc...

Now the onyl reason why I'm making this post is becuase, I really bored and haven't been up here in A LONG LONG LONG TIME!!!!

So last I said my current relationship was deon well me and him broke up and I got back with CEED and  he and I broke up again and stopped talking for months then we started talking again so then I started going out with this guy from my first job....

I'm not going to mention his name so i'll call him Mr.X

Funny story so here it is So I was at my job and there was this dude and he was new so I said hello to him and was being real nice because he looked lonely and I felt SORRY for him cause nobody important or that really mattered was talking to his punk azz..So I said hello and we talked and after TWO months and I rePEAT TWO MONTHS...somebody walked up to me and told me "MR.X" likes you and i'm like who the HELL is that. Because I had no Fucking idea who the hell that was is or might be. eVEN WHEN i SAW him I was still like WTF who is this NIGGAH. And I was about to quit my job becuase, he liked me at the time "NO LIE"!!!

but then I told one of my Co-workers and she was like "theres nothing wrong with him "give MR.X a chance."

and so I did but, little did i know that would be one of the BIGGEST well maybe not biggest but worst mistakes of my LIFE!!!!

So I get into more detail on my later post but heres the story we started talking and the first conversation that we had was kind of strange...Where he was like "let me go home and ended the conversations" but during the conversation he asked to take me out some place and  I started freaking out becuase shit like that NEVA EVA HAPPENS TO ME...and some how the conversations just got akward I'll explain in later days...

But the next time I went to work i was flirting with him by taking his hat and throwing it and putting ice down heres shirt "FASTFORWARD"!!!!!! next thing you know one night he offered to walk me home so i accepted not going to get into detail...YET!!!! then somehow he asked me out and i said...YES after saying no thousands and THOUSANDS OF TIMES!!!! because he kept on asking me to go out with HIM LOLZ!!!

FAST FORWARD!!!!!!

Now the next time we took a walk with each other something had happened in which me and him LITERALLY WEren't able to tlak or see each other or ANYTHING!!!!

So I myspace thing "NIGGAH" a.k.a. MR.X THREE TIMES but deleted the MESSAGES before and hoping he wouldnt see them becuase I had found out something that he told the LOUDEST most ABNOUCIOUS of our co-workers something that him and I did... so at the point I got the hint....

Time frame " Monday when we went out that night

tuesday :when I found out I couldn't tlak to him anymore

wendesday: when I found out something then deleted the messages

thursday: calm before the storm...

Friday: a friends birthday party and I had went then my mother had called me on the phone telling me "MR.X" had called and I was like i didn't care he called at all.

Then she calls me again saying she had a bone to pick with me saying that somebody said I called him on the phone when I'm not suppose to talk to him AT ALL!!!!! now hold the fuck up one fucking MINUTE!!!!!

"It's not possible I called him at all because I was neva home AT all and I didn't even know his numba by HEART AT ALL!!!!!"

Then it gets worse "Some girl messages me on myspace saying that's her FIANCE!!!!!"

and i'm LAUGHING LIKE HELL because she replied to the messages which I deleted but, apparently then neva got deleted

I was just reading the messages like WTF did he tell U becuase she obviously didn't know that me and him did some things...

she was acting like i knew he had a fiance/wife/girlfriend because I had asked him if he had any relationships and he said I'm SINGLE!!! HE EVEN SAID THAT TO ALL OUR FREAKING CO-WORKERS!!!!

and apparently he doesn't love her that damn MUCH considering the fact me and him were doing somethings but, imma get more in depth with this later on becuase i'm going to quizilla and making a story out of this shit becuase this don't make any sense...

TO BE CONTINUED!!!! DUN DUN DUN!!!!

HATE WITH PASSION